meals

my breakfast was siopao from maxims. it was not mine but ces'. but she forgot about it last nite so i ended up bringing it home. i then brought it with me this morning and i had it heated in the microwave for 30 seconds. it was a good breakfast.

i had lunch at domlar cafe with ces. i had sinigang sa bangus, pork with black beans, 2 rice, and a glass of rootbeer. it was good lunch. tonight i will be watching the passion of the christ.

tomorrow, i will be with the uNo community for its summer outing at anne raquels. bus leaves at 630AM in front of the MSE building. ETA is at 11AM. we will be back sunday afternoon at around 3PM.

last session, acrylic painting

i had my last session of acrylic painting at tower 1. the piece was ok. then i went to bring my friend ces home and went back to the dorm. i asked randy to fix my counter strike installation so i can start playing it. it worked.

lunch

i had lunch with corina and lawrence. we ate at the 12th floor. i had lechon kawali, sinigang soup and 1 rice.

tapa

ses prepared bfast for me. this time it is tapa and fried rice. thank you thank you thanks!

acrylic painting

i attended the first day of our acrylic painting session at the PSE Tower 1 with other uNo Community members. it was fun. it was a crash course but i think i can make the painting look better this afternoon.

edirectory bug

i just found out during the testing of edirectory that dd_LocationList.html does not display the non-disclosure agreement if the search results is greater than 6 entries.

i need to update raymond on this.

accepted...

i need to accept that my life will be the same as before. if i go to lunch alone... so be it.

lunch!

well, i am so weak because of my colds that i went down to the 12th floor and tried eating something. i got sizzling sisig and i had an average meal.

so there you go, i had lunch.

no lunch

ces is staying in the office for lunch. my colleagues have ordered kfc so they are eating here in the office too. i have eaten uraro. and i have taken a glass of grape juice. i am still deciding whether to eat lunch or not.

probably, i won't have lunch.

colds...

i caught the dreaded virus. i hate it when i'm sick. i went to the clinic to get some medication. i hope i get well.

dinner treat

nats brought andok's liempo. we had dinner. it was a good night. i ate twice during the evening. i hope i can gain back some weight. but i do not want the tummy back.

rg beats

i lend my rg beats deck to dio. he was a playmate here in accenture. he'll be playing the deck in the qualifiers. i hope my deck gets to play well.

i can't join the qualifiers since its scheduled at may 2 and i elected to join my community outing at ann raquel's this coming weekend. the outing is free while joining the qualifiers will mean i need to shell out cash.

dunkin donuts...

i got a surprise call from ces and she said she got me donuts for breakfast. i did not expect it one bit but i'm very happy because the gesture means a lot. there are some things that can not be defined by words, but can be clearly expressed with actions.

curriculum vitae...

i helped a friend create her curriculum vitae last nite... we ended up finishing it before 11PM.

it was good to be of help... my friend was super.

projects still on hold...

sir mert and sir emer, met me and raymond to discuss the events and updates the past week... all eDir and OrgChart projects are still on hold...

LKG lunch...

i had lunch at LKG... grilled pork belly... yummy! ces had chicken... we then got some drinks and had an ice cream sundae.

ria's testimonial...

ria made me a testi... and she wrote how we became friends. i never knew how she felt about me really, not until she shared it with me when i was about to leave nsp and cebu to join accenture.

ria is one of the reasons why my stay in NEC had been important and wonderful... she became my friend inspite of her thoughts about me... ria gave me hope that i can still win some people who thought differently about me.

so thank you ria... for making me your friend.

SQA -PSG

i have been asked to be the initial representative of our team - eWeb, on the software quality assurance initiative of the verizon offshore development project. the supervising manager for this initiative is ning siy, one of our senior managers here in OSP.

i am really excited with my contributions to the eWeb team with regards to the process and documents we are doing to be compliant with CMM Level 5. it has always been my dream to be a part of a company that adheres to good methodologies and i'm just happy to be with accenture because of this.

chikahay ta day!

guess what, i just learned that my mom, tess velarde-cando, gets to be invited this coming sunday to represent slimmers world, ayala center cebu, as a model on aging gracefully, pretty and sexy. she will be a guest of "chikahay ta day!" of abs-cbn cebu. it will be live this coming sunday, april 25, 2004.

i'm very proud of my mom, we love her dearly. she sacrificed a lot when she was young to take care of my brother and sisters... now, she is taking care of her well and she is doing the things she loves to do.

we are all so happy for you mama. we love you.

the meal...

i just had my lunch at RCBC Plaza. I was with my PM and two project mates. It was corn soup, pork tausi, and yang chow rice. it was a decent meal. for the past 4 days i have been having decent meals.

commute...

sometimes it's a wonder why people go through a lot of different stages in their lives... well, i just learned how to commute from frisco back to makati... i think i can consider that another stage... joke jone joke!!!

kanin ni tisay...

i just noticed that the sisig serving i ordered has very little sisig but with a little more rice. I placed an order for 2 sticks of pork bbq. the server came back and informed me, "sorry po, wala na palang bbq..." i queried him if there is any short order i can place... after giving it some thought... the reply came "another egg sir?"
hehehe.. cute answer... :)

closed chapters...

the day started at 12AM... it was like a dream... but i knew i was awake. my sub-conscious mind battling my conscious self... i became transparent.

later in the day... another chapter of my life was put to an end.

and another before the day ended.

sometimes i wonder how things could have been... a lot of what if's...
but it is best to leave things as they are...

"if i have a day left in my life... how would you want me to spend it?"

when I thought everything was ok with my life...

Sometimes you go on living your life... contented and happy...

Until God will do something to make you realize that life will never be as easy as you think...

But you'll go on and smile... and appreciate that there are things meant unsaid and undone...

"i don't want to lose you... i'll be happy with whatever we have before my emotions caught up with me... i don't want to lose you... " from the movie "breaking up"

Don’t you know?

Mike Francis



Don’t you know,
I can be calm for hours and hours,
When I am laying in your arms.
As I begin to feel emotions synchronizing
Can you tell ,
For every single beat your heart makes,
I take a breath in time with you.
Though you keep talking more and more,
I'm always listening too.

Close my eyes and then,

It only takes one minute
Until I find my thoughts are filled with you.
And I never understood
How I made you feel so safe and true.

I hear your voice inside me
As I lay across your body,
And the noises all around me
Fading to the sound of you.

I drift away...
When I'm with you...
So far away...
Away with you.

Don’t you know,
Can't you see that I go silent,
Every time you touch me.
All of my fears and troubles leave me
With every word I heard from you.
I start to dream that you are with me,
Heavenly warm and safety.
I can not tell you how I feel,
And when I feel this way.

Close my eyes and then,

It only takes one minute
Until I find my thoughts are filled with you.
And I never understood
How I made you feel so safe and true.

I hear your voice inside me
As I lay across your body,
And the noises all around me
Fading to the sound of you.


I drift away...
When I'm with you...
So far away...
Away with you.

If only I could do for you,
All the things you have done for me.
If only I could give you,
Everything you give to me.

Baby I lay my head down next to yours,
Knowing you could finally see.

That all i ever wanted is there
To be only,
Only you and me.


Don’t you know...

Don’t you know...

I can be calm for hours and hours...
When I’m laying in your arms.

Can you tell...
For every single beat your heart makes,
I take a breath in time with you...

THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME

Christian Bautista

no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that i could add up to
i never knew just what a smile was worth
but your eyes say everything without a single word

chorus:
cuz there's something in the way you look at me
its as if my heart knows your the missing piece
you make me believe that theres nothing in this world i cant be
i never know what you see but theres something in the way you look at me

if i could freeze a moment in my mind
it be the second that you touch your lips to mine
id like to stop the clock make time stand still
cuz baby this is just the way i always wanna feel

chorus

i dont know how or why
i feel different in your eyes
all i know is it happens everytime..

chorus


The way you look at me

Don't you know

The song Don't you know by Mike Francis means so much to me. And if anyone out there knows what I am talking about in this entry, then good for you!